9/10/17

Just Another Blurry Dream

This could be us but...
You were never real, just an illusion or a dream, that felt so real it hurts.
This could be us but it doesn't matter how many times I made you laught, smile, how many times u cry my name, how many times I please you, in the end I was just another name that passed by
This could be us, but is wasn't gonna be true cause u never really wanted that, fear embrace you and you give in walking away
This could have been us, and sadly from time to time on dreams I see it, maybe in another world and reality, our version make it happen and they really happy and that's what I see
This could be us but I just accept no happiness is meant for me, I'm the one keep getting sacrifice and thrown away, disposable and just meant to crave for what's always deny.
This was almost us, it used to be us, but we woke up from that dream and then I realize I was always alone in the end
This will never be my fate, cause I'm cursed to walk alone, happiness is something I boycott myself and one way or another, end up pushing away whatever gives a sort of happiness....